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well i've been back home for a month now and i'm itching to find a scanner and get some of the doodles and sketches and works i've been working on here. i also want to give a few of the ppl from AU a sneak peek at what Faustus is going to look like. it's wicked cool. n e ways for those of you who have missed me, which i'm sure is everyone . drop me a line.
later
~JON

well, this is the first time i've been on dev art since i left for work in charleston. i'm sitting in the doctors office b/c i busted my big toe so and they have internet in their waiting room so it's pretty sweet. i'll have to get back here later and tell everyone more about what's been going on, later guys

~JON

yes it is obivious that i haven't been posting alot lately. in fact i don't have a scanner b/c of where i'm living at the moment which is charleston sc. i got a job working for spoleto and i love it. the sucky part?? freakin long hours and low pay. but it's good strong character building work and i love the ppl i work for and with. i might be changing my mind later, but not right now. n e ways more to say later mein chatzes
JON

ok ppl who know and actually like my art work do not worry i have not become a writer... as you can tell from it... it's bad i know. especially the fanfic i chose topost. well, get over it i'm only gonna finish out the series for a bit. rework the way i used to write IE edit EVERYTHING!! if you thinks it's bad now you should read the original ughhh. n e ways i gotta go start on 15 page term paper that's due on Tuesday that i haven't started although i'm not too worried about it b/c the teacher is easy toget an A with and this is a pass/fail class so no matter what my final grade is i get credit for it on my transcript, but do not have to worry about it affecting my GPA i either pass... or fail... and i'm going to pass with either a C, B, or A if i do good on this Term paper. so i'm not worried.

ok so tonight was opening night for "An Inspector Calls". it rocked out i'm telling ya. i really didn't think people would like the show, but i guess the way DL interpreted it, made the audience that lives around here like the show better. that and it's a bunch of old folks so DL knows how to manipulate the old ppls. for those of you don't know DL is my director for this show and the initials stand for Dr. Larson. I was very excited after the show, but it didn't last long. i got on the phone with Lauren, and i always notice a change in her voice and attitude. example: i call- hey wha'ts goin on? she answers- ...nothin... just studyin' her phone rings- hello? HEY HOW ARE YOU?... it's always that way. and she won't come see the show unless it's on the night my parents don't come. my thought all she did was use me and treat me horrible. in every single girlfriend i've ever dated it's been the same thing "Jon, she's just using you... why don't you date your sister in law?", "...mom... we're southern i know, but not that DAMN SOUTHERN!!!" i refused to date my sister in law... however before my other sister in law became my sister in law we did make out a few times... now i just feel uncomfortable around her specially cause she's married now... that's always awkward. i think her husband hates my guts anyways b/c some shit she's been telling him about me. might be true for all i know. but more than likely isn't.... how'd i go from talking about the play to talking about my love life again *reads above* oh yea... that... or should i say her. the muse of my inspiration and the bane of my existing... she's not really my bane it just feels like that sometimes... and that's not even true. she's not my bane... she's that one pain that will never leave. i feel like it's my fault we broke up b/c i wanted her to commit to me while she was at grad school. why i couldn't just enjoy the dating scenario? b/c i knew once she got up there it'd be the whole "Dear, John" letter... pardon the pun. idk. i'm ready to move on, but i'm not. i wanna make love, make out, marry whatever, but at the same time i know for a fact that it's wrong to want those things from her... she'll never give them to me while we're dating, but when we're apart she's so much more attracted to me. that's just too complicated to understand or explain. i really wanna just be happy and i am from time to time, but... i'm just gona stop bitchin' i'm tired of bitchin and i just wanna be happy being single. i don't need to make out, but i'm interested in it, however i won't get any until this damn mustache is gone.